A few times this last week, I’ve hit the panic button.
I felt a little dizzy, a little off, and then the panic dialog started inside my head:
“Oh no, this is it. This is where the streak ends. It was a good streak. It will be ok. What do I have going on the rest of the today…tomorrow? I can handle it if it comes.”
Then, thankfully nothing.
Battling though. Battling.
The weather. What. The. Heck.
Rain one day. Sunshine the next. Thunder and lightening the next. Then wind like the house is going to blow away.
Weather is said to be a migraine trigger.
Honestly, at this point, just throw anything out there, it can be a migraine trigger.
Chocolate? Trigger. Wine? Trigger. Weather? Trigger. Dinosaurs? Trigger. Roller coaster? Trigger. Looking through a window? Trigger. Grocery shopping? Trigger.
Obviously, sarcasm is involved, yet, if you google anything and migraine trigger, I’m sure it will be found somewhere. Migraines are not choosy.
That leads me to my anxiety induced panic filled web search and phone calls of this afternoon following a regular visit to my natural foods store where I get the arsenal of my anti-migraine potion.
When I went to purchase Butterbur, they were out. Not only out, but not sure when they will be getting any more in. Apparently, there is a problem with the butterbur crop or something? What the what??!! Ok, how about Feverfew? Nope, out of that too.
Looked online, found my brand easily on a website….out of stock/backorder.
Called around and found a store that carried Butterbur about 15 miles from me. I’ll be going to pick it up tomorrow. I’m nervous if it is a different brand. I’m certainly a creature of habit, and I don’t need any slight change to create a reaction in me. But more important, I don’t want anything to change in my anti-migraine potion, along with my daily anti-migraine smoothie. Because 233 days migraine free is amazing. And I’m not sure which cog of this machine is making it work, but I’m not going to screw any of it up.